April262012

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April112012

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February72012

(Source: jessicababygirl)

9PM
I am totally going to try this! 

I am totally going to try this! 

(via thinnerforbetter)

May282011
12AM
12AM
can’t deny that this is true…even to this day. maybe i’ll never get over them. and that SCARES me…

can’t deny that this is true…even to this day. maybe i’ll never get over them. and that SCARES me…

(Source: this--too--shall--pass, via noeyeinthesky)

May92011
i need to start having a little bit of faith. 

i need to start having a little bit of faith. 

10PM

Sweet Satisfaction at Last…One Day

“It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.”
Confucius 

At this point in my life, this describes my life perfectly. Having struggled so much in the past two years, I am finding hard to reach. Everyone’s telling me I need to hurry up and get it done already; but I find that I work better when I take my time with these things and do it my way. I still mess up and I haven’t cleaned myself up all the way but I am working on it. It’s coming together all so nicely, or at least I hope it does in the end. I want to give up but then I realize that everything comes on its own at its own pace. Sooner or later I will be where I want to be. Just as long as I don’t use “taking my time to trim the edges off” as an excuse all the time, I’ll be okay for the most part. The whole point for me is to reach the end. What does it matter how I get there and when? I don’t wan to take my sweet time but I know that I work best at a slower place. I need to try and be more optimistic for all things come to those who wait, right? I think I was rushing into everything all along. Only now do I realize that slow and steady might have been the best option for me. I have put this into practice and have come to the conclusion that it’s working nicely for me. I am getting better results. I’ll get there one day soon enough, perhaps even tomorrow; but till that day comes, I won’t stop doing what I need to do to get there once and for all.
Sweet Satisfaction at Last.

10PM

Forever Lost

Forever Lost

The path I take, I know not where it leads.

The decisions I make, I know not what consequences they hold.

The love I feel, I know not if I am deserving of.

The hate I feel, I know not what fuels it.

The nights I sleep, I know not if I will wake to see another day.

The dreams I have, I know not if any will come true.

The words I speak, I know not how far they will travel.

The tears I cry, I know not the pain behind them.

The laughs I scream, I know not their reasons for happiness.

The eyes that sparkle, I know not where they get their shine.

The blood I shed, I know that it always pleases.

The fears I have, I know they will come true.

The life I live, I know it to be a waste.

The death to come, I know it be most satisfying.

Forever lost, I will never find the “me” I left somewhere in life.

Forever lost, I will remain searching for something.

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